啊啊这是我的窝

I've never been so grateful.
Tears kept in my eyes all the time during the computer class chatting with you.I didn't know why,I just couldn't hold on.I saw every word you typed and my tears were just there,naturally.Even now,I'm writting this blog,I am not able to get them back.
You are absolutely right and I just forgot all the important things in life. To be happy,the essence of being alive,is just covered by the dust on my dim heart.I kept unhappy and was unaware of the beautiful and meaningful things.I paid too much attention on the dark side and didn't notice the bright one.
Scholarship and fame are not the only things.You are not forcing me to earn that kind of stuff.I was pushing myself and I screamed inside my heart why there was so heavy pressure.All the sadness was aroused by me.
I just what to say,you impressed me so much,mom.I used to tease you that you were so weak in the psychalogical treatment but I changed my mind.You are excellent,thoughtful,friendly.
I shed lots of tears for you,my mom.You did change my state of mind.I love you. You are really a special mom as you said.