啊啊这是我的窝

I regreted a bit not taking part in.
I didn't feel that until the end seeing the winners' smiling faces.FRESHMAN.It occured to me.Everybody can be a freshman only once the whole life.I lost the chance to fill it.Although I wouldn't be one of them standing on the stage,at least I tried,I experienced.
They are so much excellent though I don't want to say they are much much better than me.I just don't want to accept the reality.But now,I can do nothing with it.I must be more active and practice and practice.I am getting better not to feel down easily and I'm satisfied with this.Thanks to the competition which broadened my horizon and remind me of many things I need to do,I won't be that sensitive and cherish every opportunity.
That's what I learned.I remembered every word you told me,mom.Thank you so much.